shaky ground

So, we got an email from our adoption agency yesterday, saying that they are going to close due to insufficient funds. The director says that she will see through all adoptions in progress to the end, but will not be getting new referrals for people. I guess that means we are still ok, but it's scary! I felt like once we had a referral, we'd be safe and things would take time but definitely happen. Now, it feels uncertain again, despite the assurances we've gotten. I am thinking about going back into therapy. Or eating more M&Ms. More likely the latter will happen.